appreciate

being so negatively for such a week
maybe because of menstruation
and no one pampering me
that's why feel moody
cooling down myself
calm down
calm down
just think everything is normal
let go then go
everything will go smooth normally
depends on fate
depends on destiny~~
if it is mine, it will come to me
if it is not mine, can't force anyway
things always not yours when u r too dedicate
just like i so want to be a performing artiste
it won't be coming to me
just do the best work the best
do ur part well
things will come naturally to u

time to be appreciate now
appreciate i have friends too talk to when i'm down
appreciate there is a blog for me to express my feeling that i couldn't show
appreciate i have an opportunities to go to singapore to look at the world
appreciate i have u, share things to u when i'm alone
appreciate god allow me to have such a sweet n nice memories with u
appreciate i have a chance and excuses for me to go to taiwan
appreciate i have a chance to fall in love with someone who i wish to be with so much
appreciate i can meet u, the long hair i always mention with friends, the musician
appreciate i still have some balance in my account
appreciate my sis borrow me laptop to spend my lifeless moment
appreciate i still have food
appreciate......

amelia~~
stop being negative
stop being childish
stop being aimless
u can live ur life without anyone
u can live ur life independently without any man
everything can just start from zero
the stupid amelia please come back to me
stay foolish stay hungry
work hard fight hard
u have not enough time any more
ur age already start from 2, not 1 any more!!
next year gonna be 21!!
fight real hard if u really want ur dream to be come true
ur dream can't came true if u r old!!!!

okay continue drama~~