hypnotizing~~

today had an outing with friends
talk with them about my situation
why everyone say i'm being cheated?
commit suicide is such a bullshit for a guy to tell a girl?
they always tell me i'm blind folding by love now
so couldn't know what is wrong what is right
they do ask me don't be a bitch
but is up to me
haiz.... i hard to find someone that i wish so much
now i found, but seems like impossible to me
feel like want to add your facebook
just to want to know more about u
even deleted our memories and everything
but just can't.....
u ask me why so important
because i want to know you more!!!!
every time also skip this topic skip this topic
eishhhhhhhhh
*stomping my leg, punching couch n pillow*


even can't add u as friend??
is it there is some secret u dunwan me to know?
just add as a friend!!!
drama????? god please kill me
please, let me work as busy as i can
don't feel like thinking such annoying things

yeahhh~~
3 more days to go
going singapore~~
hope everything will be fine in the end
then i will stay at singapore
and find my new life there
and fucking find a good man there
the handsome one
the one who know music too
the rich one
the one who pamper me soooo much
long hair or short hair never mind
than i will really leave u!!!
who ask u don't even appreciate me
now i'm single and available!!!
i don't care u
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even though i so care now, i will make myself not care anymore
i'm already used to be single
i'm already used to be single
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today kelly *the mama*
ask me to have stable relationship
i said i wish to
she ask me don't play play anymore
i have no time
i was........ what???!!
i'm 20!! omg
and she is 21!!!
world change~~

dear freddie~~
i wish you are not cheating me as what they say
but sometimes i need some prove~~
haiz.......
if u do, just admit ok
so that i won't waste my time by waiting u here
sincerely~~

valentine's is coming
people around discussing about it
and i'm..... fuck
wish my working circle will have a lot of pretty boys~~
even though can't have it
at least maybe it would make me feel better